tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76710962406566712512011-04-22T09:43:47.337+10:00.I am Pansexual. .I am Brutally Honest. .I am Nothing You Want Me To Be. .I am the girl your parents pray you won't turn out like. .Eyeliner Addict. .Coffee Fiend. .Glitter Junkie. .Camera Whore. I am Vain. I am Arrogant. I am Confrontational. I am Disillusioned. I am Controversial. ..I Never Apologise, Never Explain, Never Forget and am Never Ashamed.. . . . . . So What? . . . . . ♥ I am Ryn Rhetoric ♥Ryn Rhetorichttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03277595316929678408noreply@blogger.comBlogger61100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7671096240656671251.post-57891876549429066652008-10-02T20:25:00.000+10:002008-10-02T20:29:52.677+10:00I moved to canberra almost 2 weeks ago. I thought it would be a fresh start and in a way it is but I hate it.<br /><br />I'm miserable and I'm isolated.<br />I know no-one and I have nothing to do.<br /><br />I miss my friends, I miss my life.<br /><br />I hate it here.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7671096240656671251-5789187654942906665?l=rynrhetoric.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ryn Rhetorichttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03277595316929678408noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7671096240656671251.post-39414130727474043052008-09-23T22:12:00.000+10:002008-09-25T22:16:50.243+10:00Bleed my love<br />You know how<br />Make your flesh divide<br /><br />Hurt my love<br />You know how<br />Make the pain your life<br /><br />Drown my love<br />You know how<br />Suffocate in tears<br /><br />Cry my love<br />Silent screams<br />Screams that no-one hears<br /><br />Fall my love<br />You know how<br />Lose all that you have earned<br /><br />Die my love<br />You don't know how<br />But you can always learn<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7671096240656671251-3941413072747404305?l=rynrhetoric.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ryn Rhetorichttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03277595316929678408noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7671096240656671251.post-31221184109566773242008-09-20T22:04:00.000+10:002008-09-25T22:09:22.698+10:00Laying in a cold hotel room<br />I stare at the white walls<br />Shadows play in corners as the light flickers<br />For a moment I see your face<br />A single tear runs down my cheek<br />And suddenly I can't breathe<br />Maybe I should follow you<br />Maybe I should lay still and wait<br />For my body to become a corpse<br />The tears flow freely now<br /><br />But still I can't breathe<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7671096240656671251-3122118410956677324?l=rynrhetoric.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ryn Rhetorichttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03277595316929678408noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7671096240656671251.post-46898967323012104352008-09-18T19:56:00.000+10:002008-09-25T22:03:44.615+10:00You've been here before...<br /><br />This is no secret to your body<br /><br />No secret to your mind<br /><br />Forbidden touch that reverberates through your fingertips<br /><br />Forbidden emotion that turns your vision from pale grey to vibrant red<br /><br />Loving me<br /><br />Wanting me<br /><br />Needing me<br /><br />This infatuation u have with me<br /><br />This dangerous, intoxicating addiction<br /><br />I am the ghost you can never describe<br /><br />I make you feeli like living<br /><br />I make u wish to die<br /><br />I am everything you want but will never understand<br /><br />You keep your distance from everyone but me<br /><br />This is perilous ground<br /><br />I'm not the one you want to trust<br /><br />I will never be the one it's safe to let in...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7671096240656671251-4689896732301210435?l=rynrhetoric.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ryn Rhetorichttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03277595316929678408noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7671096240656671251.post-17161898735777830692008-05-07T01:22:00.003+10:002008-05-07T01:32:00.724+10:00I got my belly pierced yesterday. One of my friends is doing her apprenticeship there so she did it, and laughed when I flinched at the clamps. But it was fun, I'm gonna do the other 3 sides too.<br /><br />My daddy says I'm mutilating myself, I don't want to see his face when I get a tattoo!<br /><br />It's sometime after 1am and I can't sleep again.<br />I'm supposed to be up at 6am. I don't think I will be unless I'm still awake.<br /><br />If only I was stoned.<br /><br />xx<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7671096240656671251-1716189873577783069?l=rynrhetoric.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ryn Rhetorichttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03277595316929678408noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7671096240656671251.post-82022009835140466652008-05-04T23:50:00.003+10:002008-05-05T01:04:01.171+10:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_9jA8TIxMwcM/SB3O7l38_AI/AAAAAAAAAAM/-dxkXz-uHr0/s1600-h/01a.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5196537068229819394" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_9jA8TIxMwcM/SB3O7l38_AI/AAAAAAAAAAM/-dxkXz-uHr0/s320/01a.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>I am Ryn Rhetoric </div><br /><div></div><br /><div><br />I am like no-one you've ever met.<br /></div><div>I am an Internet Whore<br />I am bipolar<br />I am depressed<br />I am obsessive<br />I am somewhat psychotic<br />I am promiscuous<br />I am an insomniac<br /><br />And I am honest<br /><br />I'm here to write about the world and myself.<br /><br />I am here to make a mark!</div><div> </div><div>I want to be famous.</div><div> </div><div>I'm one of those girls who own 13 pairs of jeans and never knows where they are.</div><div>I have an obsession with glitter.</div><div>I don't act nice before my coffee. </div><div>I take too many photos of myself.</div><div>I'm ridiculously vain.</div><div>I live a little to vicariously.</div><div>I smoke in the shower.</div><div>and I smile when I want to cry.</div><div><br /><br />xx</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7671096240656671251-8202200983514046665?l=rynrhetoric.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ryn Rhetorichttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03277595316929678408noreply@blogger.com1